2004-03-09 | 3:20 p.m.

I feel stupendousy listless at the moment. I'm supposed to be writing an environmental science paper and I can't even spell 'environmental' without losing my concentration and staring out the window. At times like this I feel as if everything is so profoundly hopeless and all of my thoughts are saturated with a feeling of noble futility. Concepts like morality and peace and nihilism seem silly and weightless. I control thought, therefore I control reality. I am god. I became a vegan today. Now I will take a nap and everything will disappear.

UPDATE at 2:09am 3-10-04: In retrospect I was being a slack-jawed simpleton and all I really needed was a nap.

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