2005-07-08 | 2:35 a.m.

the dna twirls in my blood, the beat of my heart, I know who I am. I drove through the dark, swirls of worlds and stars and suns. gelantinous galaxies. after a day of playing and swimming and singing with my siblings,

christopher and aaron and helena & I drank beers. the hours were flung away in buttery chatter, chalk talk, words wrapped in love. beer, brown beer. beer that blurs the brain. banter. we say goodbye.

I have a pulsing jellybean behind my ribs, a heart that's thrilling and talking. I know who I am, I try.

try

try

try to calm this heart that beats behind the flesh. it's mine.

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