me and hamilton. god I miss him.

I shouldn't be so dramatic. things are looking up. mikaylah is coming to visit next month and I've got christmas/new years in singapore/malaysia/thailand. whee x 100. and january in south africa. I'm going to adopt an elephant and name him bite-bite.

I'm just really stressed out about my juilliard audition. I have this feeling that I'm not going to make it. and playing for the symphony. argh. I need drugs.

I miss shaun. shaun, let's do drugs. we can tweak together.

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