My brother, Hunter, 13

I just heard a gunshot. How appropriate. An hour ago I was having a warm time with some close friends, drinking, and in an hour I have a plane to catch, and right now my brother, Hunter, is in a psychiatric hospital in San Antonio because he tried to kill himself last night. I'm not crazy about the idea of writing this down, but I have really been itching to write something about it. Has anyone read the book with the abysmal title Why Bad Things Happen to Good People? The author eloquently asks how god can be both completely compassionate and completely powerful, and I'm wondering the same thing, I'm exhausted with this god person and his crazy antics. If he has something to say, he can say it to my face.

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